Dad, I miss you more than I ever thought I could. Life is so hard! I feel lost without your guidence and achievements seem pointless without you here to be proud of them. I know they say things will get easier with time but I can't see how the big hole you have left in my life will ever be filled?! So far it gets harder each day. I sense you near me but I would give anything to talk to you again. I love you!xXx 'Talk to you'